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IF YOU'RE INTO RECORDS! [07 Jun 2006|06:03pm]
SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!

http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1QQfrppZ25QQsassZdeathofamodernist

it's to help out my record label
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[06 Jun 2006|10:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]



happy 6.6.06
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so I said "did he fucking make you cum? don't lie to me!" [28 Nov 2005|12:04am]
[ mood | happy ]

Last night was an interesting fucking night, and it all started out with a crackedout 19yo gangsta talking to me about his girl problems for a good 10 minutes.

Then went to misshapes, two very nice girls helped me and silk in. Silk got wasted, I was just really good. Danced with jess and silk and johnny...well silk was just throwing himself around and climbing up a mirror haha. Everything just got better as the night went on.

Went home. Passed out.

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They live together in the hospital [17 Nov 2005|11:25am]
[ mood | okay ]

How can we ask for a blanket and a habitat?
How can we ask for the best, we
can't imagine that.
The softest blackout, the softest blackout.
Outside
and in.
Clue me in.



I'm going to leave right now for some food, then going to my apt in brooklyn so i can set up our beds FINALLY.
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[12 Nov 2005|07:45am]
[ mood | confused ]

What have you become?
Now you fight a losing war.
I look at this and
it's all a mess.
Seems like anything that's real, I just can't see.
I
can't see the truth in you. I can't see the real in you.
Show your face and
take the world.
But instead, you have to fit the mould.
With this front
you're losing respect.
I know you're better than that.
Your time is
running out.
Your front is wearing thin.
So how long can you live like
this.

I know this isn't who you really are.
Do you want to break
free, from all the lies you put in front?
Now take them back. Do you want to
break free?

You're all the
same.

Your indentity, fading fast.







this reminds me of california, and how it was the most beautiful place on earth to me.
i can sit/lay in that field for all the hours of the night. loving life more than anything, wishing it would never end.





"My faith runs thinner than water for every wish has a name and with every fear
there is someone somewhere who loved before, who hoped before. Someone who cried
ten thousand oceans, and someone who bled out the evening in search of you, they
carried hope thick in their visions, and they held you deep in their chest. You
said this would be nimble and painless, I am sorry that's not what I have found.
Devil stay away from me."
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[10 Nov 2005|07:07am]


pretty much me last night with kate and chol. sums it up about right.
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My 18th Birthdayyy [28 Oct 2005|03:30pm]
Is on November 13th, and i only want one thing for it.

The Fest

Which means..a ride..and tickets =]
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Republic of rough and ready. [19 Oct 2005|03:48pm]
I'm loving life right now. Now is it safe for me to do such a thing? I'll have to find out. I don't want to fuck anything up. I don't want to get fucked up either.
Other news...I started classs today. I'm the only white kid in there! Yessss.



come live by me please.
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i like riding in your car. [18 Oct 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | confused ]

So i just realized i'm going to be seeing Elephant Parade tonight. I don't think i've been this excited since yesterday. My classes officially start tomorrow. I'll be pretty busy...annnnd i just got off the phone with kate, ilh. Sliced peach time!


"Haven't laughed this hard in a long time
I better stop now before I start
crying
Go off to sleep in the sunshine
I don't want to see the day when
it's dying

She's a sight to see, she's good to me
I'm already
somebody's baby

She's a pretty thing and she knows everything
But I'm
already somebody's baby


You don't deserve to be lonely
But those drugs
you got won't make you feel better
Pretty soon you'll find it's the
only
Little part of life you're keeping together

I'm nice to you, I
could make it through
But you're already somebody's baby
I could make you
smile if you stayed a while
But how long will you stay with me
baby

Because your candle burns too bright
Well, I almost forgot it was
twilight
Even if I think that you are right
Well, I'm tired of being down,
I got no fight

You're wonderful, and it's beautiful
But I'm already
somebody's baby

And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too
Well, I'm
already somebody's baby

Already somebody's baby

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! [17 Oct 2005|10:25am]
katiewegzz.

happy 17th birthday, you're not a baby anymore....well maybe alittle.
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i see it in your eyes! [15 Oct 2005|04:08pm]
So i guess i'm sketchy now?
No wait...I've always been sketchy.
But trust me, i can get alotttt worse.

Last night I thought I heard, heard the sound of
hope.
I never knew what to expect, but still I had a goal.
And last night
something fazed me.
Today things seems so clear.
The wait. The weight. The
listening.
And everything's so clear.
I guess it's something less than
what I hoped for.
It turned out something less,
but you seemed so content
with what you have.
You're so content and all I want is more.
Now I think
I'll never have,
and I'll never see, and I'll never know.
Make a way to
break the fall.
I'm taking it from the start.
Don't set me back.
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this is for the absurd verdict. [13 Oct 2005|09:49am]
[ mood | happy ]

So i can't stop listening to comeback kid, and aesop rock.
I can't stop thinking about all the money i made, and all the money i will make this winter.
I can't stop thinking about my new apartment.
I can't stop thinking about how i need to buy bunk beds so i can stay in my apartment foreverrr.
I can't stop thinking about my mom.
I can't stop thinking about my little sister.
I can't stop thinking about my little brothers.
I can't stop thinking about how i am an owl.
I can't stop thinking about CRIF DOGS.
I can't stop thinking about YAFFA CAFE.
I can't stop thinking about this monday.
I can't stop thinking about how nervous i'm going to be.
I can't stop thinking about her.
I can't stop thinking.

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[10 Oct 2005|06:35am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I don't update this for some reason, I should start.

They got money for wars, but can't feed the poor
Say there ain't no hope for
the youth and the truth is
there ain't no hope for the future
And then they
wonder why we crazy.
We ain't meant to survive, cause it's a setup
And even though you're
fed up
You got to keep your head up
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[10 Oct 2005|06:20am]
Hey guys, you know what's pretty lame? I never update this.
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i <3 trains [21 Sep 2005|08:47am]

picture taken by, daniel j. orenstein
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